I haven’t written in quite some time; In fact my fingers feel unfamiliar to the keyboard that I used to frequently type on. It happens. Life gets in the way.
Every day, on social media, I see other bloggers and writers excel. I’m in awe of each and every one of them. I bring myself down consistently and I feel as though I’m not going anywhere. My YouTube channel has took a backseat lately. My blog has been abandoned. I just feel so out of the loop. What is wrong with me?
I feel like I don’t fit in. Most bloggers I know are always on top of things: scheduling tweets, posts planned out and regularly being published, working with amazing brands, creating wonderful content and excelling in their photography skills…I’ve just stopped. I’ve just hit a glass door and I can see everyone else through it doing their thing and making such wonderful progress. Why am I not doing the same?
I don’t believe in myself.
That’s it in a nutshell.
How does one start believing in themselves when they just physically and mentally can’t accept who they are? I don’t know.
I just wanted to let you guys into my head. I just wanted to let you all know that I am still here, I still want to create amazing posts for you guys to read, things just haven’t been great lately. I can only apologise.
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