I’ve missed blogging.
For the right reasons. I miss the passion, the adrenaline, the confidence I once had for writing up posts and producing content. I let myself become unenthused when I started comparing my corner of the internet to other people’s. My content was shit. Writer’s block was rife. My photography was amateur. I sucked. My blog sucked. I couldn’t shift the negative feelings I had developed towards my blog, my safe space, and so I had to take some time out.
I think when we put pressure on ourselves to look a certain way, be a certain way and provide certain things we become lost. We lose ourselves. We lose our individuality. I love blogging about absolutely everything. I don’t limit myself or hold back. I’m always open. I think I lost that for a while; I felt I couldn’t approach certain subjects or that I was creating content that was too personal (or not personal enough). I just really needed some time away from writing – to be honest.
Having had time away, I’m ready to return. I miss creating content and pouring my heart out to you lovely souls who enjoy reading my story. I feel like I’ve let you all down by my not being consistent but I had to do it for me. I have, however, been finding solace in my journal and I’ve been writing regularly about life and such. For the main part, I’ve been spending my time doing lots of reading over summer. It’s been invigorating.
Damn. I’ve got so much I want to spill the beans on but this is just a quick hi and bye for now. Watch this space!
Until next time, Charlene x
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